PREGNANT and all that comes with it!!

So I know it took me a week to post the good news!! However Most people already know that we are finally expecting a new bundle of joy!   We are so excited and tomorrow we should be about 5 weeks along and in another week we should find out for sure the due date!  It all seems like a dream, we have been trying for so long and for the test to finally say pregnant I was in shock!   But the truth of the matter is that I was praying   for a baby for so long and not actually letting go of control to God and leaving it up to him, I was still trying to control the situation.  But last month I finally prayed for him to help me give up all control to him and let it be and trust in him if its meant to be it will be and look a month later we are pregnant.  It just goes to show you that you must truly trust God and give it to him and not keep taking it away  from him once you give it to him!!  And with God all things are possible, I went to several doctors who said it was impossible and finally found one who agreed to try and help and kept believe that God would come through and he did! 

My Progesterone levels are a low so I am on hormones twice a day and have to insert them and lay down for twenty minutes not the most fun thing but its worth it to help keep my baby safe and prevent a miscarriage.  Plus its only for the first 12 weeks!!!

Hayleigh is supper excited about the baby and wants a baby brother.  Part of that is she wants to be the only girl and the other part is her best friend is having a little brother too! We would be happy with either and truly blessed if we had more than one which is a high possibility because of twins on both sides of my grandparents and Pauls grandparents had twins too, and we were on fertility drugs.   That would be exciting that we could have a complete family with out having to go through all of this again but  it also comes with lots of changes.  Like we would have to trade in our new car of only a year and that would probably put us upside because if we have more than one they wont fit in our car.   Also we would for sure end up needing to move in a few years but that was already the plan anyway.  God will provide for all of this if this is the case, I just need to relax and trust in him!!  I am so excited to for our first ultrasound on the 15th!